people do change. i know that, and have come to see it more
real recently. they can treat u really nice at first. but as time
goes, they tend to reveal their true colours. they no longer treat
u well like before. they take u for granted. its really hurting to
notice how far they try to push their luck, thinking u dont know,
taking u as some fool/idiot. n when u confront them, they'll either
say " dun push the blame to me" or "u can dun give in if u dun like".
what the F**k.. unlike before, even if they know they're in the wrong,
they wun take the initiative to apologise.. its just so tiring to talk
to this kinda _____ (whatever u wan to call them). i mean everyone
has their limitations. its just not right to keep having things your way
without giving consideration to others' feeling.
+wen
4:07 PM
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great weather today!! went tanning at sentosa..
to my disappointment.. pple told me i din get any darker..
arghz.. y is my life so bitter? y cant i b naturally tanned?
y is my time spent on tanning always wasted? y??????
sadz..
anyway, went for job briefing after the tanning session..
the place is juz sooooo cosy.. it looks more like a simple
yet up-to-date housing accomodation than an office.. its juz so
cool.. n the theme of the place is actually
ORANGE.. wat
a great working environment.. but too bad.. i'm not working
there lar.. its a one-day work at sentosa.. yes.. sentosa
again.. keke.. but i dun mind lar.. its $10/hr and the job
is kinda fun.. lotsa pple of my age.. and we're in charged
of some family day event.. i'm taking the "amazing race"
station.. whereas the rest are in charge of different things
like telematch, soccer match, volleyball match etc.. erm..
not to b referee.. there will b professional referees ard.. juz
suppose to take down the scores.. easy job.. hehz..
hmm.. gotta wake up early tmr for the job thing.. i shall
slp now.. nitez all...
+wen
11:58 PM
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*yawnz* life is so boring.. nothing exciting can actually happen
to me as long as i'm in spore.. the routine is just repeating itself
like no tmr.. i feel as though i'm left to wither and die..
I WANT TO GET OUT OF SPORE!!! that's if i've got the money..
zzZzzzZ.. k.. i'm starting to talk crap.. but i really hate studying..
how? nothing can get me motivated to study at this point of time..
my mum no longer holds the cane n threaten to cane me if i dun
study or do my work.. hmm.. maybe i did well in pri sch becoz
of her.. and.. now what? haiz..
+wen
6:51 PM
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had 2 tuitions today.. damn shag.. guess wat? i had a great
shock early in morning.. went to teach the primary 3 kid..
first thing when i get into the hse, his mum asked him to
show me his test papers.. i was like ok.. i expected him to
fail his chinese with 40+ marks n maybe borderline-pass his
maths.. but u know wat??? he scored 10/100 for
chinese n 16/100 for maths.. omg.. almost fainted when
i see his paper.. i'm sure none of u reading this is so pro as
to score this kinda marks in pri sch rite? ok.. at least i've not
seen anyone do so badly in pri sch.. crosses everywhere across
the paper.. all wrongs.. i wonder what he had been doing in
sch manz.. trading those "countries' flags" eraser? doing stupid
stuffs like selling his mum's 1 litre soft drink to dunno which
idiot for money to buy fighting fishes? madness.. and he still
got the cheeks to tell me not to tell my frenz his results.. haiz..
*vomit blood* i'm now damn stress lah.. dunno wat i should
do with him manz..
hey gers.. if u all happen to have pri 3 kids, can we exchange
test papers? keke..
oh btw.. i'm having sch holz now.. only have 1 day of sch tmr..
sociology.. haben done my hw.. kk.. i'll go do it now..
+wen
10:21 PM
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