school seems to be so cool and fun for most.. but its kinda
scary for me.. i really dont know what to expect.. after such
a long holiday its really hard to settle down to study once again..
maybe its because i've lost confidence in myself lar.. i'm dreading
school already.. sigh..
well.. frankly speaking.. i'm getting quite tired of slacking and
spending money.. i dont want to work, i dun want to study, i dont
want to slack.. manz.. what else can i do? this is crazy i know..
but.. never mind.. i also dont know..
+wen
12:13 AM
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I MIZ TRUDY ONG LOTS!!!
+wen
11:17 PM
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hmm.. just had my first tuition lesson with my very first student..
its a pri 3 boy.. his name is xu4 yang2.. a very good boy..
lucky.. haha.. i think he's mad.. most kids hate homework..
but this 1 is different.. he asked me to give him homework
he say if not very boring.. haha.. ok.. so i gave him quite alot..
and he didnt even complain.. but he dont look nerdy.. i think
he came from quite a well-off family.. he has a big tv in his room,
gameboy, discman.. everything lar.. and he stayed in australia
for like 5-6 years.. he's not an ABC.. his mum is a korean n his
dad, a sporean.. everything is fine.. but there's one thing i dont
like.. the agent asked me to say that i'm a full-time tutor.. so i have
to lie.. i really cant lie well manz.. n i hate keeping things from
people.. how? arghz.. was thinking if next time during my exam
period n it happens to b his exam period too, how m i suppose
to tell his mum i cant make it n all? damn..
anyway.. having tuition again on wed.. so angel.. i cant make it
for tanning.. arghz.. so irritating..
+wen
7:13 PM
i'm sooooo tired.. gonna knock out anytime now.. watched
brotherhood at ps this afternoon.. nice show.. i like it lots..
and more importantly, won bin is so cute!!! love him manz..
angel, kel, chao, enn, jj, tzx, my sis and poon were there..
celebrated tzx belated bdae.. nothing much.. played pool till
ard 10pm then left for home.. totally shagged..
hmm.. dont know what's wrong with me today.. i think i've got
some serious attitude problem..
+wen
12:12 AM
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wow.. it has been a really long time since i last blogged.. even
blogger has upgraded it's site.. quite shock to see the changes..
hehz..
well.. has been waking up damn early for the past 3 days.. coz mr tay
is making it a habit to camp in my house.. met him for breakfast
on wed morning at 9am.. den slack whole day at home.. talk crap with him
till evening when he gotta leave for tuition..
friday oso.. oh manz.. tink he's getting used to having all his meals
with my family.. arghz.. since when i've got a bro? aniwae.. tis boy
will b damn free from now on.. so well.. does it mean that i'm gonna
see him very often at my hse?
u pple muz b tinking y i'm blogging at such weird timing.. well.. that's becoz
mr tay, mr phua, mr yeo and mr poon are all at my hse rite now..
is like.. my bed is taken over by them? so i din slp at all? haha..
aniwae.. sianz.. i met mr tay in the morning for breakfast.. den had lunch
with him.. went out to meet the others for dinner tgt with my sis..
after dinner, mr tay is still here.. arghz.. shall collect rent from him..
tink he should might as well bring a slping bag to my hse nxt time..
camp permanently here.. arghz..
luckily i never agree to go for breakfast with ngiap n gang later.. if not
i tink i realli can die.. hehz.. going for movie later.. n i'm suppose to get
tickets? haiz.. gotta catch some slp manz.. blog later.. hehz.. nitez all..
+wen
6:09 AM
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time flies.. my dear fren has left earlier today..
went to sent her off at the airport.. not really that
sad then.. but the after feeling is here now as i blog..
right.. bought her a huggable size forever friends bear..
quite ex.. but i'm sure our friendship worths more..
anyway, only took one photo with her and another fren
at the airport.. but her camera alrd has many of our photos..
took them at her hse that day.. many pple r there at the
airport.. there's actually 4 distinct "gangs"..
1. acjc classmates.
2. the garlic restaurant's colleagues.
3. damai n gang (charlotte's frenz)
4. me, rg and yixian..
their family members are excluded in tis case.. damn off manz..
trudy's mum was the only family member that appeared at the airport..
i kinda expected it.. i dunno y.. but i alrd expected her dad
n her bros not to b there.. whereas charlotte's most family members
were there.. that includes her aunties, uncles, cousins etc..
they're all there.. well.. when we move to the gates, it's
totally like a huge fan club.. quite weird.. oh.. n there was
a mystery person there too.. tis guy.. i dunno who.. know trudy
for so long oso never hear her mention him.. i'm curious..
i did ask her.. she juz said "fren" lor.. arghz.. if her mum's
not there i'll kill her for not reporting the details.. anyway..
another fren less for 4 months.. sobz.. trudy's mum was nice.. she
asked me if i want anything from aussie since she's going there nxt
week, she can bring back for me.. haha.. i told trudy to look
out for ripcurl pencil case.. help me buy.. coz spore is totally
out of stock.. hmm.. nobody cried or teared when she went into
the gates.. but charlotte's side was a diff case.. haha..
trudy's frenz are not so emotional.. haha.. we're cold-blooded..
well.. i'm gonna miss her so much though..
- no more late-night talks over the phone..
- no more advisor on how to go abt cheating in tests..
- no one to help me do hw.. ( an impt reason y i'll miz her..
our handwriting looks exactly the same you see? it's juz
the diff pens we used that differentiate our work.. )
- no more bitching session..
- no more expensive lunch and candle-light dinners..
- no more tai tai-style of shopping..
- no one to share my joy when i see cute guys..
- no more ogling at joe n keddy at heeren's flash n splash..
- no one to constantly update me on wat's nice in the market..
- no one to influence my opinions n decicions..
- no one to analyse situations for me..
- no one to share my plight (no bfs)
- no one to talk abt enroling into an old folks home when
we're old..
haiz.. so many memories.. went through so much tgt.. definitely i'll
will miss her, though i wun say it in front of her.. if not her
head gonna swell manz..
rightz.. my classmates are coming over for dinner
later.. i hope everything will go on as planned..
+wen
2:32 PM
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arghz.. cant wait for work to end!!! friday friday friday..
friday will be the day.. anticipating that day to come..
anyway i didnt regret buying my mp3 so far.. which is good..
hehz.. i'm broke though.. my parents paid for it first..
got to return them the money when i get my pay tmr..
hmm.. ngiap agreed to go nz 3 years later.. yay.. which means
i'll be permanently broke for the next 3 years.. yay... =(
lin zhexian was saying save $100 a month is easy.. -_-..
wth.. he thinks i'm filthy rich.. madness.. if it's that easy
i wont be broke already..
hmm.. wat to get for trudy? suggestions plz..
SIM called this afternoon.. the person asked me when i'm
gonna pay.. $$$ face.. and asked if i really want to
change course.. haha.. stupid qn.. anyway.. i'll miss
the orientation.. it's on this friday.. i cant go lar..
coz i haben paid.. nvm.. not like there'll be cute guys
around in SIM rite? and cool people dont go for camps..
right angel? haha..
+wen
6:50 PM
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ok.. just read ben's email.. glad to hear that everything
is fine there and that he likes the place.. soooo cool..
the way he describes that place is like so fairy tale kind..
i also want to go.. anyway, i suggested to chang to go nz
3 years later to take part in ben's graduation and he said no..
heartless bastard right? ben.. stop befriending him..
he dont deserves it.. haha.. i'm like trying to mess up their
friendship.. *evil me*.. never mind.. i shall ask ngiap tmr..
hehz.. hopefully he says yes and i can start saving up..
if i get to go nz 3 yrs later, chang... dun expect me to buy
u anything from nz.. =p haha..
ok.. my dad is back from beijing.. finally get to see him like
after a year? i cant remember when was the last time i saw him..
anyway it's great to have him back.. shall ask him to cook
for me.. i want chilli crab.. oh.. and u guys who have always
treated my hse like yours.. u all can still drop by as frequent
as usual.. arghz.. damn.. it's really as though my hse
is open to public.. u all not paiseh one.. i not at home u all
also can come..
ok.. next saturday is trudy's turn to fly off.. dont know
how well that pampered girl can survive in a foreign land..
gonna miss her..
+wen
1:04 AM
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