sianz.. at hk's hse now.. nothing
to do.. cant decide wat to do..
so juz slack here.. poon not
answering the phone.. actualli
wan to go his hse de.. so too bad..
haiz.. another slack day.. sianz..
+wen
2:16 PM
"Missing someone gets easier
everyday because even though
you are one day further from the
last time you saw them, you are
one day closer to the next time
you will."
"Just because people change
and move on with life, it doesn't
mean that they love you any less."
"There's a first time for everything;
everything has to have a beginning ...
but then again, everything has to end."
+wen
3:14 AM
hmm.. poon is gg in so soon..
is like tmr? hmm.. well boy.. u
do tk care k? its juz 2 weeks
tat we pple r not meeting..
time passes quite fast.. shld b
able to tahan not meeting de ba..
dun worry.. everything is gonna
b juz fine.. well.. if u pple r too
bored inside can msg mi n update
mi abt life inside.. tell mi ghost
stories.. watever.. haha.. but
phone bill can oso pay for mi lar..
lol.. i'm a poor ger.. hehz.. guess
i wun b sending off anybody on
the very day u all enlist.. is like
quite weird for mi to go oso..
yah.. juz msg mi n say buaiz k?
be nice.. hehz..
+wen
2:24 AM
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so bored...... hmm.. nothing
much to do todae.. sianz..
blog at the end of the day ba..
+wen
1:24 PM
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juz received my fone bill..
its $83 plus plus.. omg..
i'm alrd so broke.. n now there's
one more to add to my burden..
haiz.. mum is not gonna
pay tis time.. the due date for
payment is 10 april.. if u pple
cant get mi after 10 april u shld
noe y lar.. hope money can drop
from the sky.. hehz.. save..
hahah.. not like i've any money
to save now.. haha.. we'll see..
+wen
3:09 PM
kel juz reminded me of one more
thing to add.. wonder when will
b the nxt time we mug tgt.. haiz..
so sad lor.. no more se n jj to ans my
questions.. seriously speaking..
being in 02s29 n meeting the pple
inside is the bez thing tat can ever
happen to mi.. luv ya guys lots!!!
jc life is the bez becoz of u pple..
not the results part though.. hehz..
sooooooo sad........
+wen
2:01 AM
hmm.. the guys muz b counting
down everyday.. not many days
left for them.. erm.. i mean they
gg ns lar.. dun anyhow think.. soon
life will b boring.. no more badminton,
jogging, slacking outside, thoning,
lame jokes, suaning, pool, swimming,
n many many more.. haiz.. i'll b sad
more than happy tat u all r gg in lar..
will miz all of u like mad.. i'm sure
u all will miz us too rite? hehz..
well.. juz dun forget us n the
many memories that we've shared..
frenz 4eva hor..
"Beginnings are usually scary, endings
are usually sad, but the middle is
what really counts!"
"Dont let your past dictate who you are,
but let it be part of who you will become."
- i like tis quote.. kinda remind mi of
my situation now.. results.. haha..
+wen
1:34 AM
everything needs money.. tink i
better find work soon.. feel so
guilty tat i've to spend so much for
my laziness, playfulness n all..
shall return my mum the money
tat i've taken from her.. is like
not a small sum.. haiz.. gotta
start saving n working soon.. in order
to gather enough money.. k..
i'm determine to cut down on my
expenses.. its hard.. but i'll try..
hmm.. sianz.. hopefully i can get into
uni.. den can get the full refund..
life quite sucky.. hate it..
+wen
12:51 AM
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hmm.. came back from chalet..
totally broke.. left $7 plus in my
bank.. haiz.. doubt i can go out
anymore.. sadz.. well.. chalet was
ok.. nothing particular.. looking
at the calendar.. the guys r left with
slightly more than a week b4 they
go ns.. dunno how thye feeling..
haha.. hopefully they can survive n
adapt well inside.. heh.. *yawnz*
shall go slp now.. tired.. everybody
is slping.. irc damn quiet..
+wen
4:15 PM
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i've got job.. shld i tk it? haiz..
UOB.. cust service.. $6 per hour..
but if i work everyone else will
b playing.. damn sianz.. but i've
got no money.. i need money..
arghz.. dilemma.. i hate making
decisions.. moreover chalet on wkend..
how? if i wan the job i'll b gg down
to the agent tmr morning.. i've
got the nite to tink..
+wen
11:00 PM
oh yah.. i've been realli lazy these
days.. haben blogged for quite
a while.. there's nothing much to
blog abt actually.. my life is simply
boring.. everyday passes juz liddat..
its more or less the same..
hmm.. not very happy todae..
dunno y.. mayb the weather..
i dunno.. haiz.. shall start my jogging
again.. have not been keeping to
my jogging plan for a very long
time.. yah.. i shld jog once again..
well.. i feel tat sometimes its gd to
spend time alone.. at least u'll
not b affected by the pple ard u..
esp when u noe tat some things
u see or hear wun make ur day..
yepz.. haiz.. damn bored.. nvm..
meeting trudy later.. can gossip
n shop ard.. hope i'll b happier..
+wen
5:02 PM
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haha.. met felicia juz now.. we're
suppose to visit the IT fair.. in the
end we spent like onli 15 min there
n like an hour at the food fair? haha..
greedy us.. juz simply luv to eat..
hey pple.. do go there if u have
got the time.. it ends on monday..
soooo much food there manz.. is
like heaven to mi lor.. haha.. so
happy to b there.. its like damn funny..
the both of us so aunty manz..
we queue up for free drinks n all..
fel actualli wanted to bring coupons..
but she feels tat tat's too much..
hahha.. n we compete with all
the aunties n uncles there for tables
lor.. omg.. shit manz.. not gd.. so
aunty like.. lol.. i'm not done with
eating there.. gonna go back if
i have the time.. coz todae fel gotta
work.. so i left the food fair reluctantly..
hahaha..
+wen
1:17 PM
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it has been quite awhile since
i last blogged.. hmm.. there's
nothing much to update u all abt..
my life is juz so dull.. most of the
events n activities r done with u all..
my frenz.. haha.. hmm.. juz wanna
thank u all for accompanying mi
play catching at the void deck..
pooney, dan, se, jj and hk.. n my sis
too.. was fun rite? its like back to
childhood.. no worries.. hehz..
oh manz.. i've juz realised tat i've
become so dependent on u guys..
i spent soooo much time with u all..
wat m i gonna do when all of u r
enlisted? trudy is leaving for australia
most prob.. hmm.. i'll have no frenz..
scary.. k.. guess angel oso.. hahah..
haiz.. plz dun forget mi when u all
go ns.. do msg mi n all.. juz to let mi
noe tat everybody is fine n doing well..
k.. betta cherish the remaining time
tgt yah? hehz.. luv ya all lots!
+wen
11:57 PM
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alritez.. i'm so tired.. these days have
been realli tiring for mi.. i need a break..
sorry guys tat i'll not b joining u all for
soccer tmr.. i realli need the slp.. i need
to rest.. i need to tink things over..
mayb we can meet up for dinner or sth..
we shall decide tmr.. gonna slp now..
nitez pple..
+wen
2:04 AM
i'm feeling so lost.. realli dunno wats
ahead of mi.. i'm regretful, guilty, confused,
n anything tat's bad can b used to describe
mi n my situation rite now.. i did like shit..
n now.. i'm stuck.. ok.. i can blame no one
but myself.. but i'm realli worried abt my
future now.. i dunno.. seriously i dunno..
+wen
1:50 AM
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slept at 4.. woke up at 8.. tis
is so unlike mi manz.. not even
10 now.. but i feel tat i've woke up
for a very long time.. dun feel
like eating breakfast.. cant swallow
anything.. everything is so not rite..
tis is worse than getting Os result
definitely.. juz feel like dying rite now..
hahaha.. k i wun.. i'm a coward..
lalallala.. haiz..
+wen
9:49 AM
omg.......... tis is realli killing mi!!
time is like crawling away.. so
slow lor.. i'm not in the mood
for anything at all.. cant eat, cant
slp.. shit manz.. i dunno wat i
wan oso.. i'm worried, scared, lost,
confused, anything bad feelings
u can name.. haiz.. GD LUCK TO
ALL GETTING RESULTS TODAE!!
+wen
9:45 AM
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oh manz.. y izzit raining? its
making my day worse.. like its not
bad enough.. plz stop raining..
i wanna go out.. hope the day
will turn out to b much better than
i tot..
+wen
1:44 PM
so scared n worried.. haiz.. like got
use eh.. dunno how tmr will b like..
all i can tink of is nothing gd can
happen.. hmm.. shit manz.. i can feel
tat todae n tmr will not b a gd day..
jiu ming.. y do i choose to go thru tis
again after the O level experience?
wrong choice? but tis is wat i choose?
onli myself to blame.. no one will pity
mi.. -_- so sianz lor..
+wen
1:24 PM
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oh manz.. i saw a damn nice swatch
watch on tv.. hmm.. but i've juz got
a new watch.. hur hur.. sadz.. nvm..
my watch is nice too.. jia wen is gonna
live a short life.. i did everything to kill
myself.. lol.. i tanned w/o protection
under the 12 to 3 pm sun, i luv to eat
maggie mee.. which is like so gd for
my health.. i luv to slack in front of the
tv with my chocolates in hand but i dun
jog enough to burn all these fats n
calories.. i hate herbal tea.. alot more..
hahaha.. haiz.. live life happy sia..
who cares.. at least alot of my frenz
can attend my funeral.. die last den
ke lian lor.. haha.. toking crapz.. plz
forgive me for wasting ur time pple..
+wen
6:22 PM
alritez.. let mi plan.. things to do list..
+ get my PDL
+ get a instructor
+ learn driving
+ get my nike shorts
+ check out on thai boxing (mayb
join their lessons if i've got the time
n money.. hehz)
+ jogging everyday
+ return trudy money..
+ get a bf (optional)
hmm.. ritez.. all these can onli b done
if i dun retain.. sianz.. haha.. wo bu yao
results.. jiu ming.. i'm so bored..
+wen
5:28 PM
aiyo.. recruit express called again..
when i dun wanna work den so many
lobangs.. wth.. 4eva de.. tis time its
at dobby ghaut.. singapore pools
headquarter.. gambling den.. haha..
do admin.. $5.50 per hour.. not
much lar.. so not tat bad.. hehz..
slacking is still the bez lar.. ritez?
hehz.. sianz.. too much slacking is not
gd.. but tink abt it.. there r not much
chances in life when we can slack..
so i wld make use of tis time to slack
as much as possible.. hehz.. life..
meaningless..
as wat ray said.. i super slacker..
worse than him.. at least he's working..
he said tat i wake up everyday.. eat, jog,
watch tv, play game, eat again, slp,
rise n shine, n the cycle repeats.. haha..
i tink its farnie.. such an ass lor.. tmd..
say till i realli useless.. nvm.. not onli mi
the bunch of slackers out there r
leading the same life as mi.. haha..
not too bad..
can somebody organise activities?
so bored lor.. juz anything we can do..
like badminton, shopping, play ps or xbox
oso can.. lol.. juz anything lar.. gossip
oso shiok.. hmm.. but i seldom see u
guys gossip.. aiyo.. u all lead a boring life..
lol.. kk.. dun bash mi when u all see tis..
+wen
5:09 PM
aiyo.. results not gonna b out
tmr lar.. which idiot say tmr 1? scare
pple.. hahah.. n make mi lose money..
recruit xpress called mi yest n asked
if i wanna work for 2 days.. todae
n tmr.. juz 2 days.. to help count
some lucky draw coupons.. n i said
no, tinking tat tmr we'll b getting results..
arghz... $$$$$.. sobz.. kk.. hope they
call mi again if they got tis kinda lobang..
shld have asked abt the pay... aiya..
boring day.. tink i'm gg back to slp now..
nitez pple..
+wen
1:04 PM
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i'm soooo tired... and burnt.. thank
god for cooperating tis time.. the sun
was super gd todae.. had a great
day at the beach.. i simply luv to slack
there.. tink i'll get skin cancer if i go
on tanning liddat.. haha.. shant
elaborate further.. oh.. sorry eng keat..
din ask u along for tanning coz i tink
its weird to go tanning with guys.. hehz..
moreover u gotta work.. lol..
who wanna go queensway tmr? plz msg
mi.. i very long never go there liao..
tink i'll b gg jogging tmr oso.. aiyo..
tink i'm quite a busy ger.. hahaha..
enjoy life b4 As results wat.. sianz..
so when exactly r we getting it? wed or fri?
plz update mi abt it.. i dun watch news de..
thx pple.. i'm juz too lazy to do anything
now.. shagged..
+wen
9:48 PM
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