to my sis.. if she happens to peep at my blog..
plz stop all ur comparison.. i'm sick of it..
n i hate it..
+wen
1:11 AM
hmm.. wow.. wat angel said in her blog
is so true.. esp the first few lines from
the second paragraph.. haha.. ok..
cheer up ger.. frenz liddat r not worth
making.. might as well juz let go.. y
give a damn to pple who doesnt give
a damn abt u rite? heck care them
lar.. hehz..
my leg aching like mad.. hmm.. after
the jog.. dua trudy again todae.. din
wanna go jogging .. was too tired..
stupid day todae.. haiz.. my bez fren
at work got transferred to another
branch for 2 weeks.. miz her like mad..
my onli fren there.. hahah.. i loner now..
sobz.. met 1 of the guys tat got transferred
there too at the bus stop after work..
shawn.. he damn funny.. its not suppose
to b actually.. juz find his expression funny..
he was like.. "jia wen? is tat u?" lol.. seldom
hear pple say tat.. aniwae mayb is becoz he's
from vjc.. den abit like those study
kind.. so the way he say it damn funny..
was laughing thru the conversation.. not
becoz its funny but becoz of his first sentence..
lol.. kk.. i'm mad.. haiz.. tmr will b another
busy day.. so much work todae.. din finish
them.. 2 to 3 piles of 20 over files each
still lying on my table to b done tmr morning..
shit manz.. faintz.. i will survive.. hopefully..
din tok much at home todae.. juz dun
feel like toking.. nothing much to tok
abt.. aniwae i spent most of the time
slping.. how to tok? lol.. sianz.. i hate it
when pple use mi as comparison..no matter
wat its abt.. juz hate comparisons..i'm juz
mi.. wat's there to compare? i hate it when
my mum compare my neighbour's results
wif mine.. tinking abt tat.. i'm worried fo rmy
As.. haiz.. n juz now.. my mum ask my sis
to stop using the comp n go to slp.. den
my sis said "ta 1st 3 mths ye shi zhe yang..."
- ta refers to mi.. is like tmd.. i hate it lor..
everytime they get scolding they will
get mi into it oso.. they'll juz compare mi in
order to shut my mum up.. wth.. is like if
my mum scold mi i'll juz keep quiet.. no
point making everybody unhappy becoz i'm
not happy.. arghz.. den everytime they come
home late n get scolding.. they'll say i oso
always come home very late wat.. so
irritating lor.. tat's so many things they'll
compare abt.. like i go out very often, pocket
money more than them.. etc.. i'll b like there
she goes again.. damn sian diao.. hmm..
actually jq does tat more often.. jl is like
always fine wif everything..nothing much
to complain abt.. so is like yah.. better..
so when i'm alone at home wif my mum..
she'll tell mi to noe my limits.. dun go out
so often if not my sis is gonna say she's
biased again.. den set good example
for my sis n all.. is like wat crap lor.. i'm
onli a yr older.. they've got a mind of their
own wat.. not everything need
to follow mi de.. arghz.. sry to those
reading these crapz.. i juz need tis form of
ventilation.. i simply like to complain lar.. noe
its irritating.. yah.. plz tolerate..
oh.. felt better after toking to angel on
msn.. got updated on sumthing.. yah..
i see light on my side.. found out
who the person she blogging abt.. ok..
my first para is fei (fei hua) de.. dun
listen to mi.. hehz.. not true..
+wen
12:58 AM
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oh.. got my phone bill todae.. its like $89.70..
or sumthing liddat.. very close to $90 lar.. haiz..
got scolded like mad.. k.. i shant use my fone
so often.. shall cut down.. refrain from sending
nonsense msg..
"Men kick friendship around like a football and it
doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass
and it falls to pieces"..
so tired.. turning in soon.. another long day tmr..
btw.. my fone will b in silent mode from tmr
onwards.. so pple.. its as gd as not calling mi.. hehz..
+wen
12:00 AM
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a meaningful day todae.. work was cropped
up.. i din care.. left at 6 coz meeting trudy..
poor partner of mine.. she had to clear up the
mess.. feel so guilty manz.. haiz.. sorry.. doubt
she will see tis aniwae..
hmm.. trudy.. forever late.. k.. we were damn suay
today.. trudy was caught in a jam..unlike other days
when the road is clear.. finally she arrived.. supppose
to change.. den she found out tat she onli brought
one sock.. not one pair.. is
one..
blur rite? so went ard looking for socks..
k.. finalli got everything.. prepared to start running..
haben run half a round n it started raining.. is
like.. wth.. rain got bigger very soon.. when we
abt to continue our 5th round the stadium's lights
were off.. they wanna close liao.. hmm.. bo bian
so went gym.. treadmill.. ran 20 mins the treadmill
stop by itself.. hahha.. trudy's one oso.. suay day..
but rather happy with it.. at least i took the first
step.. will b running again tmr.. hopefully a better
day.. a word to describe todae - satisfaction..
+wen
11:17 PM
“If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal
– not to people or things.” hmm.. so true..
isolation wld b gd..
+wen
12:05 AM
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hehe.. so bored.. the weather so cold.. hate
to touch water in tis kinda weather.. so
freezing.. dun feel like bathing, washing my face,
brushing my teeth, dun even feel like drinking
water.. hahah.. crapz.. i'm bored..
hmm.. some fren so gd lor.. my sis come online
so happy.. i come online den become sad..
wow great fren indeed.. ritez.. somebody suggest
isolation.. time to reflect on myself mayb.. shall
consider tat.. need time for myself.. lotsa things
to do.. shall set my goals n start working..
haiz.. i miz all my crez frenz suddenly.. i feel that
they r more sincere towards mi.. dunno.. juz feel
tat way.. pragmatic world.. scary.. shall ask them
out someday.. feel guilty not keeping in contact
with them.. its always them msging mi n never mi
who take the initiative to msg them first.. i'm not a
nice fren.. i onli tink abt them when i need them..
sounds familiar.. jiali? haha.. no no.. i dun wanna
b like her.. k.. hmm.. shall take time out n meet up
with my sec sch clique..
ok.. waiting for my guess show to start.. shall watch
holland v again on channel 8.. nitez to all..
+wen
11:25 PM
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wat a nice day to slp.. it has been raining non
stop.. the weather is cold.. hmm.. zzzzz..
another gloomy day.. did nothing much.. so
tired.. shall go slp.. when is my pay coming?
dreamz..... my polo tee... dreamz... all zx's fault..
make mi gotta spend money again.. lol.. hmm..
i suddenly feel tat pple tat i have lost contact
with all appear.. like so sudden.. dunno y oso..
izzit gd or bad? i dunno.. shall see.. tmr will b
another working day.. i dread work.. shall go slp..
nitez pple..
hmm.. sdsm.. jog? watch movie? jog? watch movie?
hahahha.. zx was telling mi to have sdsm.. n i
agree.. y muz temptation come at tis time? how can
i lost my sdsm so fast? lol.. hmm.. all crapz.. nvm mi..
bet i'm realli tired.. lol..
+wen
12:57 AM
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rain rain rain.. i hate rainy days.. makes my
day so gloomy.. i like the sun.. i need tanning..
arghz.. i always dun get things done.. y???
i need to jian fei.. how to? shall go gym with
trudy starting from nxt week...or go stadium jog..
i need exercise.. feel so unhealthy.. den still eat
like no tmr.. haiz.. wth.. forget it.. nxt week
den decide..
got my first bdae present on friday.. from trudy..
nice ger.. lol.. 1st time i say tat.. ahhaha..
hmm... somebody ask mi to drop hints of wat i
wan for bdae.. told him i wan ferrari.. he says
in my dream.. so wats the point of asking?
hahahha.. hmm. i wan sumthing more practical n
sumthing i'll most probably use.. yah.. no more soft
toys plz.. hahha.. coz i've got too many of them tat
my mum is gonna send some to the orphanage..
damn sad lor.. like they've been with mi for so long..
got feelings for them.. hehz.. haiz.. see how lar..
mayb i wun allow her to give them away oso..
oh.. wk got mi my bdae present oso.. hahaha..
dunno wat it is.. hmm.. ok.. i feel so bad..
coz i'm not a gd fren actualli.. dun deserve
such gd treatments.. yepz.. thx boy aniwae..
thx trudy oso..
so tired.. everyday go out till so late.. haha..
i'm getting panda eyes.. serious ones.. but
unlike my 2 sis.. i dun bother putting dunno wat
lotion to alleviate the dark circles.. haha.. i'm lazy..
haiz.. well.. i wanna slp.. nitez everyone.. hehz..
+wen
1:58 AM
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its alrd after midnight.. everything tat happened
is yest liao.. 1st day of new year.. was looking
forward to the angbaos.. in the end onli got
like 8 to 10.. hmm.. poor ger.. but nvm.. the
day was fun.. went aunt's hse n ate lots of
goodies.. hehz.. zx called at ard 2.30.. asked
if i wanna go out.. so he came to meet mi..
den asked ky along.. suggested playing new
year stuffs.. so brought them to my aunt's hse
downstair.. played sparkles.. gunpowder stuffs..
n lots more.. hahha.. seemed like i taught them
to play some stuffs tat they had never ever
encounter.. i've got great childhood.. unlike them..
oopz.. lol.. den got quite bored since there's
onli 3 of us.. so went up to my aunt's hse n played
mahjong.. i lost like mad.. never win any..
den came pooney n jj.. jj took over my game..
den won 2 games ONLI.. out of like so many..
lol.. i'm a loser.. played till like dinner time..
mum gave them angbao.. den hang ard.. after
tat went down again n play.. since the sky turning
dark.. played lots of sparkles.. zx burn the bench
coz they were experimenting again.. forever..
lol.. was nice.. fun with frenz ard.. life can never
b bored wif them.. luv u guys lots!
suppose to go for movie after tat.. reached ps..
all shows r like 10 onwards.. din wan to watch
coz gg home will b a problem after tat.. so went
down to starbucks to slack n chill.. ate mac..
den tok to poon n all.. crap alot.. they taught
mi chinese quotes.. lol.. oh.. my sis r along wif us
all the way.. hmm.. left at ard 10 plus.. almost 11..
the 3 guys sent us home.. so nice of them.. oh..
actually is to send my sis home.. not mi.. biased..
nice frenz indeed.. =( aniwae.. a great day lar..
"Friendship is only lost once you have the courage
to let it go." - to pooney n angel..
hope everything will b fine..
"Memories last forever, never do they die. Friends
stay together, never say goodbye."
- to all my frenz out there.. i do treasure u all alot..
luv ya all.. smile always..
+wen
3:21 AM
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meet up with zhexian after reunion yest..
so long never see him.. he botak now.. haha..
was laughing at him all the way.. den went
chinatown with my sis n him.. poon, jj n dan
joined us.. chinatown was so damn bloody
crowded.. managed to see the fire crackers
n fireworks from far.. not very nice.. but ok
lar.. hehz.. den shop pasar malam.. was so
squeezy tat i couldnt see anything.. realised
the importance of being tall.. met eileen n yirui
there despite the crowd.. you yuan sia.. hehz..
poon treated us beer.. den we all went home..
din do much in chinatown.. but gd experience..
haha.. so tired now.. shall go slp.. tmr waiting to
get angbaos.. money.. ahha..
+wen
3:48 AM
oppz.. its alrd after midnight.. forgot tat
work was yest.. hahaha.. nvm.. watever..
yah.. after work yest i went straight home
coz suppose to have reunion dinner at my
aunt's place - lakeside.. but since it was
rather early.. i suggest to my mum to go
buy a bag for mi.. wanted to go bugis..
but was afraid tat the shops at bugis village
r closed.. so instead i pulled my mum to raffles
place.. wanted her to buy mi the project shop
bag.. looked ard.. n saw a bag tat's quite ok
looking.. din like it very much but its ok lar..
it cost $40.. den my mum said, "$40 is ok lar..
not very ex.." i was like.. wow.. since when my
mum so generous? hahah.. was shocked..
so i commented to go esprit to take a look..
coz saw some pple carrying a bag tat is not bad..
went there n saw the bag.. but no price tag..
so i asked salesger how much.. guess wat..
she said $9.. i tot i heard wrongly.. den i went
like.. huh? $9? haha.. indeed its realli $9.. so i got
it.. quite ger looking.. hmm.. nvm.. i shall try to b
more ger.. hehz..yay.. i've got a new bag..
+wen
2:58 AM
hmm.. today's a rather gd day at work..
my partner winnie took leave today so
i'm suppose to work alone.. had become
so dependent on her tat i feel so lost
without her.. tat's bad.. haha.. n its like
i'm stuck with tat malay ger whose attitude
isnt tat fantastic.. arghz.. BUT.. it turn out
tat everything is fine n gd.. quite slack at work
today.. which is like so rare.. hahah.. so happy
at work todae lor.. coz the new year mood
is everywhere.. n we had lucky draw in the
office.. aiya.. all cheap skate stuffs.. juz things
tat they break up from hampers.. den give
away as lucky draw prizes.. lol.. i din even
bother to bring them home.. juz throw them
into the drawer of my work desk.. i'm bad..
lol.. but who cares.. hmm.. tat's abt it at work..
juz a nice day at work todae.. was happy..
+wen
2:47 AM
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wow!! nice page! all thx to my 2
gd frenz - angel n poon.. they r the ones
who created tis blog.. hahha.. i was juz
commenting tat i shall get a blog too
after seeing angel's blog.. den they offer
to help mi with it since i'm a comp idiot..
so i m suppose to juz blog n let them kpo..
=) so nice of them rite? lol.. hmm.. yah..
shld realli thank them lar.. so helpful lor..
but ar.. nvm.. i onli noe how to log in n
post new updates abt my life.. haha.. the
rest i shall not touch manz.. later if anything
goes wrong i die.. hahah.. aniwae.. din
expect the background to b white.. but nvm
its ok..
THANKS ANGEL N POON!!!
+wen
10:00 PM
mms.. this is the first post..
testing testing... hehe.. nice
nice.. frm my own viewpt la..
mms.. girl.. if dun like the template..
jus change it.. want to change song..
jus do it.. this is ur blog.. do watever
u want.. watever u like.. haha..
happy blogging~!! -poon
+wen
4:56 AM
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