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alright.. i've received a rejection letter from smu yesterday and an offer letter from SIM today.. SIM requires me to pay $4200 plus by 26th june.. damn it manz.. wat's the rush? where to get so much money at such short notice? madness.. makes me feel so bad for not studying hard and now having to make my parents spend so much on me.. guilty to the max manz.. sigh.. anyway.. SIM is not a sure thing.. after paying the money they still have to process to see if we meet the requirements.. so the place is not confirmed.. i hate to think about university-related stuffs.. how i wish this will never be a subject that bothers me.. ok.. i dun even know how much is my tuition fees per year for SIM.. and it seems quite a big sum.. told my mum about it.. and now.. she was asking if i want to go aboard.. since applying for a study loan is a must.. but i'm sure going aboard will b a much heavier burden to my parents.. somebody plz tell me how much do i need to spend aboard per year.. including living cost.. is it too late to apply for a foreign university? i'm sure most pple have alrd applied.. does that mean i've to join them nxt semester or something.. arghz.. headache.. dont want to think about it already.. it's enough.. oh manz.. ntu plz take me!!!
+wen
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7:05 PM

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